holly's Journal

11:34pm: YAY!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, NIKKI!

WOOHOO!!!!!

11:15pm: HARDCORE!
i just got back from a concert w/gabe, alice, danielle, & marina at the washington township vfw. there were a bunch of local punk bands playing that were actually really good (especially this one named moofus). i met some cool cats & eyed some cute people & had a lota fun! :D i wore a petticoat over my rolled up jeans & gabe wore a TIGHT silk orange/red/purple shirt in hopes of finding a gay guy to have big homosexual sex with, but everyone there turned out to be very in denial of their sexuality so gabe got none. not to mention, everyone was wearing all black. so we stood out. :P

gabe was moshing with all of the hardcore punkrockers, knocking people around and falling all over the place. you should have seen it. it was hilarious. :P

i also met this boy who's gonna be the guitarist in my band... ok, so he lives an hour away! but the best things in life need to be a little difficult!#$

9:06pm: today i walked all over ridgewood with brian and it was, like, the best day ever and we both got sunburns & had a lot of fun. tomorrow brian is leaving for florida. =(

then i went to burger king and i asked for the patrick star toy and they didn't fucking have it! ruined my day. they only had the toy that i already had. fucking burger king.

11:23pm: brian is definitely a lot cooler than you.

11:21pm: today i went to the mall with andrew & brian & then went back to b-man's house & decided that i love andrew & brian more than anyone i've ever met & i'd definitely take a bullet for both of them. but for brian, i would take torture and a bullet. i love brian. brian, i love you!

=)

11:19pm: etc.
that was fun! & it wasn't uber weird either. i wanna celebrate passover again.!# good food. teehee.

4:23pm: let's try this one more time with feeling.
today i skipped school cos my parents were like (jewish accent) 'you're not goin ta school on passover!'

so i went to brian's & watched this mondo freaky movie campfire stories & hugged him for about six hours.

now i'm going to celebrate passover with my best friend adam from kindergarden & i haven't seen him in a millenium & it's gonna be uber weird. wish me luck.

10:44pm: look @ me!
if you actually need me to update on my life about how brian & i are back together & explain how completely & utterly different our relationship is now than it used to be, then you probably shouldn't even be reading this journal.

but hi!

i'm back. i've decided to add another responsibility to my jam-packed schedule of schoolwork, grease rehearsals, rent rehearsals, boyfriend-girlfriend time, partying, jacking off, bathing, and sleeping. a LIVEJOURNAL!

wanna know my secrets!? o COME ON, you know you do! well, i wanna tell them!@q3

i'm exciiited.

11:45pm: ohMYGOD i'm so horny. @!!! i want anything! i just want some sexual pleasure. ha. this is when being a single 15 year old girl starts to suck.

hey, whaddya say to friends with benefits? anyone?

pfft.

9:31am: burp.

i'm over my shit, but i dont feel like writing in this journal anymore.

maybe some day a couple months from now. i'll prob come back. i always do.

10:24pm: i think this has been the worst night of my life.

brian and andrew are at a concert all night.

wheres a gun.

8:59pm: things are a lot better. last night i had a good talk with andrew and brian that put me in a permanent good mood. today school was just like yeah whatever (not enough to put me in a bad mood). i hope mike isnt still pissed @ me for being the irresponsible kid that i am. he would probably respond to that, "i was never pissed," but he so was & things are different now.

after school today i had rehearsal @ lauren's house (i love lauren & chris. 'dey good people) for this concert thing we're doing at this church on the 21st & we picked out our songs and stuff. nikki is doing this american solo & lauren & i are doing a duet to the song "somewhere in my memory" (it's from home alone--you've probably heard it).

andrew called. gotta go.